Friday, July 11, 2008

昏厥

怀胎九月 阵痛一夜
最痛苦的霎那刚刚过去
听不到幸福的哇哇哭泣
睁开眼 是全身瘤的怪婴

20 comments:

  1. 是什么也好
    都是怀胎九月的孩子

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  2. 你是不是日有所思,夜有所梦啊!
    而且梦得那么恐怖,真糟糕!

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  3. 不是梦。珍珠都没甘真!

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  4. this can be considered as a horrible nightmare to poor mother...

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  5. 是梦还是真实的?
    我看过一个影片,是生出怪婴的,可是不知道是真实假 >.<

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  6. 是真的。虽然我们都希望只是南柯一梦。

    我想我将忘不了这个年亲妈妈惊惧的眼神和凄厉的尖叫:

    “是什么?是什么?我生下了什么?”

    “没有什么。真的没有什么。”我尝试安抚她的手背她反过来紧紧抓住,“不是。不是。不是什么怪胎。她是个孩子。是个生病了的孩子。”

    孩子的父亲还算冷静。看到他们紧紧相拥。我没有,也不能按程序要求她哺乳。孩子没有尝到母乳就送到了幼儿加护病房。

    唯一的不真实,是她当时并没有昏厥。将心比心,设身处地,我想我情愿昏厥,就算只是短暂的逃避。逃避这个残酷的现实。

    现实,往往比任何惊栗电影要来得残酷。

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  7. 愿这孩子康复,
    就算不,
    愿孩子的父母坚强……

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  8. 记得十多年前,我刚刚出来社会“揾食”的时候,就投住宿舍。当时公司安排我和一位没人敢相处的老员工同住。原来他的身体状况和这位刚刚出世的 Baby 一样,全身都长满了凸出来的肉瘤。而我,就和他同房共室了一个一月。

    听说,他刚出世的时候,双亲都接受不了事实而抛弃了他,只靠婆婆抚养长大。

    在我离职后几年,他得了怪病,独自暴毙在宿舍,那时他才三十多岁。

    我希望这 Baby 的双亲,能够坚强的接受事实,勇敢的活下去,虽然傍人会投于异样的眼光,但说到底还是自己的亲生孩子,除了双亲的大爱,他,还能奢求些什么呢?

    祝福你.....可怜的小孩。

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  9. 那位妈妈还好吗?
    希望她能坚强!
    帮不到什么,
    我真太没用了。

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  10. 路过的...但是将回常来, 欢迎吗?...孩子的妈妈还好吗?...那孩子呢?..希望她能坚强.

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  11. von recklinghausen's disease - neurofibromatosis?

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  12. This is the first thing that cross my mind at that time. But neurofibromatosis will not manifest at birth. They present later in live.

    It's Klippel - Trenauney Syndrome actually.

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  13. By the way, there's a NF man under my follow up too. He is a very nice person. Lots of syndromic people around...gotto check whether there's a radiator nearby...

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  14. 噢,爱丽丝,医院是“婴儿之友”,我们欢迎所有哺乳的爱心妈妈。

    :)

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  15. erm...this anomaly cant be detected by USG during antenatal period?

    hope both the parents and the baby get all the blessings and love.

    you too, Dr.

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  16. Gosh, thought you are my sister RIN! Luckily I did not call her up to grumble her for not sleeping at 1:04am! ;P

    Erm...probably. Depends on who did the US and which machine that he or she was using. What the child has is a very huge lesion that extends from the abdomen till the toes and makes the affected limb and two of the toes bigger and fatter than the others...

    Really look monstrous at first glance.

    p.s. I wouldn't point fingers. My own antenatal US skill is not really good as well.

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  17. Sad to hear that..sorry for her and her family. Be strong and hope all is well~

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  18. speechless....feel pity for both the baby and mother...all the best for the family....

    baru know that u are a doctor...^^


    luilui~

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  19. oh i c...
    thx for d info...

    btw, wut makes u think im ur sis? haha...

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